Friday, May 15, 2009

Issy Busy Lets Get Busy...

Busy = Healthy right? ... Wrong. TOO much busy is unhealthy, being busy is ok. Throughout all my support I have been given I have been constantly reminded to, "take small steps, don't rush and take care of yourself".

Having established my new career dreams I am now putting them into action. Thanks to a small crowd of friends and connections I have made, my dream is slowly coming to a reality!!! Yet through out all these steps I still suffer anxiety :/ Yet I am trying to remind myself it is healthy anxiety of the unknown and that I cannot predict the future.

A Social Business Enterprise
Only certain people know the details, I am working with someone to creating a plan, currently at revision7, yet I am still trying to get more support around me to get this become more solid. Planning to go on a course to show me the basics of running a business (reminders of book keeping etc).

Small Key Steps

WEBSITES:Having made my first social networking site, I am now using the basis of that framework to establish social sites to benefit organizations. Currently 2 websites are being made as I speak. Having no internet in the home has made the development of this sluggish, yet somehow I almost finished one of them. Regular Internet chores at my friend's, organization's and family's Internet has help keep my researh up with my current technological enhancements.

COURSES: I am being amazed at how many people being intrigued with my knowledge so I wish to share this to others. I am slowly creating guides to help train people, course I am also trying set up training, so I can properly train. Thanks to some key new friends giving me a first few pointers.

PRACTICING: Currently volunteering still at 3 organizations before I go for the big "W". One particular organization I am providing full IT support for free. I need to feel some reassurance about my abilities.

Mental Connections
The people and friends I am surrounded with want me to succeed and wish to support me the best they can, and love them for that very much and wish to help them back in turn also in some way eventually.

I have friends to remind me to take a break.
I have friends who love sharing knowledge with me.
I have friends reminding me to not over load myself.
I have friends AND public organizations supporting me and my dreams.

This to all my old and new friends and those organizations who have been very understanding of me...

"I love you guys".

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Lack of Internet = Becareful Weekly

My plans have back fired for me to having some kind of regular internet access via public organizations and volunteer opportunities... Instead I have made myself too busy before I can get a chance to utilize the Internet.

day 6 and 7
That's for my count before I wish to access the Internet. My parents know I am struggling to make ends meet whilst trying to help myself and help others. I am extremely thankful for having such loving parents, they understand my need for my Internet access. They wish for me to succeed as I wish for them to lead a less stress free life.

Get lots done during the Week
Keeping my Internet surfing slacked to weekly, I seem to be busy doing lots of interesting new tasks as well as my important tasks. Yet there is a slight negative side for the weekend, that I may go into overdrive surfing and not sleep well :/

Before I Surf Pleasurably
Once a week a get my opportunity to surf the Internet for my needs. Before I do any pleasurable surfing I always do my important Internet chores, as if I did it the other way round, I'd never get anything done!